We need alignment and balance in all aspects of life because life required balancing you can not live a life without risking something.
if you are ready to live then you should be ready to risk your life.
because those who tried risking are the true survivors.
Scars is very vital for survivors and great men.
because those great men at the top has scars behind them.
What should you do then
Tried and find the path that fit you in life and balance it through
Let love leads you carry some little madness in cases of storms so you could confront it and be as gentle as dove.
To find balancing and alignment in life to some extend spirituality is involved because we are govern by spiritual realms.
But you need to be careful which path of spirituality you choose or followed
But to a true path that I can recommend is spirituality through God the creator, and Spirituality through Jesus Christ which is way simple and easy with much benefits.
Think and meditate, do good, read beneficial Books, ask questions find answers in doing so you can find alignment and balancing in life.